My Girl's Lesson

My cutie hunny bunny sweetie pie will be attending her 2nd class of Musicgarten today. I am really looking forward for it! ahha..seems like mommy more excited that lil' one! ahha..

What to say, I felt how a mom felt on their children first day of class... How would it be like? Would she be able to cope? Would she create havoc? Would she have fun? Can she follow? So many things like keep coming into my mine before her first lesson!

I can't sleep well after the first trial class! ahah.. my head keep playing the same song over and over again.. I was so anxious..I was scared too! can I be able to bring her to the class all by myself? .....

Well, unexpectedly, the first class went on well and mommy enjoyed! ahhaha..so much that the stiffness of my shoulders were lifted off just like that after the class! mommy enjoyed! for little one..well....she made a frend...and was so tired end of the class that she directly doze off when I put her in the car seat!..ehhe

But I guess she enjoyed too seeing her smiling at the classes and laughing out loud when I sing a song from the class to her... :) hope today will be all well... :)

Lust vs Need

Anyone wanna buy a well maintained Nissan Sunny 130Y year 1982?

One part I felt heavy hearted to sell off the so well maintained car. Is there a need to? It can still bring us anywhere and stuck in jam for hours in a day with no problem (except the air cond won't work well in hot weather..pity my dear who drive it daily to work... muack muack). That so well car now worth i guess...less than 3k? or much lesser. Is it really worth to abondon a transport that can actually fulfill what we need daily?

But we can hardly see ppl especially younger working class ppl driving an old car! Everyone is driving better off cars. Our friends are driving better cars. College students are driving better cars... our juniors are driving better cars.. so, do we need a better car? My hubby have a conversation with an old friend recently, and he mentioned who want to look into local cars?! Foreign car baru got class...Well, our poor old Nissan Sunny is not even in that range of local cars in terms of class...

I have to admit, at times while driving the car, I feel a bit shameful in an old car.. But even Warren Buffett is maintaining low profile despite being a billionaire!

It is a lust or a need? I wonder... but my darling hubby took the car and drive it daily to his work. He told me as a man, he need to take care of me and can't bare me driving the old car daily. Sob Sob.. I am so touch... and Needs come in (plus Lust too).. perhaps I should get a better car soon. I on the other hand can't bare to see my hubby stuck in jam in the hot weather as he travels more frequent and further compare to me..

So ..anyone interest to buy an old well maintained Nissan Sunny 130Y? .......

Pursuit of Happyness

I have to say...I love this movie! It gives us hope..telling us not to stop, not to despair no matter what happens...for our dreams...our happiness..

It tells me great things can happen no matter how bad you are now.

It tells me that there are a lot more ppl worse, and they move on..and perhaps to a much greater heights!

and ...it tells me...to invest in stock market! Or perhaps become an Intern.. :) ahha.. but I pray hard that I wouldn't end up sleeping in the toilet with lil' jo one day ..

Highly recommended.

I actually 'googled' Chris Gardner and found some not so nice story about him comparing to the movie. But anyway, the toilet part is real. And no matter what, it takes great persistent and great strategy to come out with that million dollar!

Prettiest Mom

Got this forwarded Mail from another mom that writes out my heart

HAPPY MOTHER's DAY :)

Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby.

I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous.

I never thought about immunizations.

Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on.

Pooped on.

Chewed on.

Peed on.

I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts.

I slept all night.

Before I was a Mom I never held down a screamingchild so doctors could do tests.

Or give shots.

I never looked into teary eyes and cried.

I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.

I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.

Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put them down.

I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt.

I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much.

I never knew that I could love someone so much.

I never knew I would love being a Mom.

Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body.

I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby.

I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child.

I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important and happy.

Before I was a Mom - I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make
sure all was okay.

I had never known the warmth, the joy, the love, the heartache, the wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom.


Before I was a Mom, I didn't know how big my heart would feel to see my child accomplish goals (no matter what they are).

I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much, before I was a Mom.

What is ThIs??

What is this?? Can anyone guess? What happened?

MIA Again..

Hihi...have been MIA for some time..too busy with work recently.. 2 ppl from another team left the company and my boss put me in to 'help out'. Ended up I have been doing their work on top of currently what I have.. :P wonder why not their salary add up into my salary as well... :P

Anyway, do enjoy the running around though!